The End of my Inferiority Complex
translation by Lynda
You've got so much more than me in so many ways
You're better looking, you got more money-
So why did you have to come along and make my girl compare me to you
I don't want to have to deal with you anymore,
I can't stand this anymore-
It's not even like I have a nice car, I'm just a normal guy,
And because of you, I look worse
When I first got to become friends with you,
She'd been rejecting me for about a year-
You saw how downhearted and discouraged I was,
And you comforted me and often lifted my spirits-
And because of all that you did for me,
I started to think of you as a true friend-
I told you everything,
I told you about how much I loved her,
And all those times she'd rejected me-
I truly felt that no one else knew me as well as you did,
I believed you as a true friend,
But now everything's fallen apart-
On that first date with my girl,
With no further thought, I introduced her to you,
Praising you, telling her what a good friend you were to me-
But afterwards, I felt quite strange-
I noticed the suspicious light my girl had in her eyes when she was gazing at you,
I felt her comparing me to you in the things she said and the things she did,
How could this happen to me
How could something so humiliating happen to me-
I feel like the biggest fool-
You got so much more than me,
Around you, there are so many girls,
They give you flowers, chocolate, trying to win your love-
Why do you have to come here, And make my girl fall for you
I hate this, I hate you, Leave me alone, out of my sight-
But I opened up my heart, And I thought of our friendship Your comforting me and lifting me up,
That wasn't fake, that was genuine, You truly cared for me as a friend...
I faced my girl, told her I'd leave her alone, And turned around to leave-
But she, shocked and surprised, caught me, And she said to me-'You've got it all wrong,
That's not the message I meant to give you, I think I went too far in trying to express my feelings-
I was only so frustrated at you because you were so unconfident, so unsure of yourself next to your friend-
Don't be stupid, don't fool yourself-
Hold me now, I love YOU!
너는 정말 나보다도 잘난것도 많아
그런데 왜 하필 내 여자친구에게 잘생기고 돈도 많은 너를
나와 비교하게 만드는거야
제발 내 곁에서 떠나주길 바래 더 이상은 이제 견딜수가 없어
고급차도 없고 그저 그런 내가 너 때문에 더 불쌍해 보이네
그애가 처음으로 내게 다가왔을 그때쯤 한 일년을 거절당할 때였어
힘들어했던 나를 위로하며 달래주던 그런 너에게
진실한 친구 이상의 감정도 생겼지
난 다 말했어
오랫동안 그녀를 내가 쫓아다닌 모든 시간들에 대해서
난 느꼈지 그 누구도 너만큼 알아줄 순 없다는 걸
난 믿겠어 나를 아는 친구이기에 근데 이런 날벼락이 친거야
그녀와의 처음 데이트에 아무런 생각없이
나는 그앨 데리고 나가 소개시켜줬고
모든게 잘 된건 이 친구덕이 크다고
입술이 마르도록 나는 칭찬을 늘어놨어
근데이상해 그 애를 바라보는 그녀의 눈빛들은 이미 떨리고 있었어
나를 그애와 비교하는 말투도 느꼈어
내게 우째 이런일이
어떻게 내게 이런 웃긴 일이 생겨 정말 바보가 된것 같아
너는 정말 나보다도 가진것도 많아
네 주위에는 온통 괜찮은 여자들이
꽃도주고 초콜릿도 주고 환심을 사려 하고있는데
하필 내게 와서 내 여자친구까지
잘난 너를 좋아하게 만드는 거야 정말 싦어 이젠 네가 싫어
날 떠나줘 내 곁에 안보이게
하지만 난 마음을 열어두고 너의 우정을 생각해
날 위로해준 너의 따스함이 모두 거짓은 아니었는데
모든것을 포기하고 돌아서던 내게
황당한 표정의 그녀는 이런말을 했어
그게 아냐 뭔가 잘못됐어 내 표현이 너무 지나친거야
자신감이 없는 너의 모습 볼 때 마다
그 동안 나도 모르게 답답했던 거야
바보처럼 기다리지 말아 난 널 사 랑하니까
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